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Monday, June 26, 2006

im depressed right now.
what a difference a day made.
one moment we were friends e next.. well..
and its all my fault

i should not have went in the first place
since ive jus came back from a stayover
it was kinda out of the question to go
the irony is that i went.
i went specially so that i could see her.
but what exactily happened i cannot explain

mayb i was too tired
so as not to think properly
so as to get hot tempered and easily angered

but no point making up excuses now
its over
there's no turning back.

i really hope she knows how much she means to me
the fact that i cant afford to lose her
a moments folly and she's gone

gone from my life

im sorry


composed.* 8:11 PM
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Sunday, June 25, 2006

last day of holidays today... and im finally blogging. hahaha.
com was okay quite a long time ago lah. hah but only lazy to blog..
cant wait to eat the new chicken parmesan sandwitch from subway!! =)
anyway gotta get serious over my work liao.. lest i die in Os.

yesterday i was damn tired. so mood naturally bad. pls understand i was not purposely showing you attitude of wadeva. its jus... nvm..


composed.* 6:50 PM
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wah now i dunno if she's angry with me.. nv reply my smses and wadeva


composed.* 6:49 PM
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Friday, June 09, 2006

im having a major dilemma here.. i wanna visit vanessa's shop tml but i tml really have NO time. should i sacrifice one for another? ohh man what should i do?
--knocks my head--

and women of times have a super ANIT-CLIMAX ending.
damn stupid.
and whats with everyone selling their shares back for $10!
hahahahaha ok tt was FUNNY.

world cup starts today..
im totally looking forward to it.
i have put my money on an Holland-Argentina final.
dun ask me why.. i jus got a feeling it'll be like dat.
for the 1st match

Germany 1- Costa Rica 1
my guess would be germany scoring the 1st goal in the world cup
but costa rica would come from behind, taking advantage of germany's inexperienced young defence and score.

soo yea.. cant be all talk. let the playing begin!!

for the world cup!
cheers


composed.* 9:34 PM
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Thursday, June 08, 2006

yay another poem

Not seeing you, each passing day
Is like a rose, whitering away
Take my hand, let this start
Don't fade away, oh don't let us be apart
As wide as far is the sky
Is how much i love you, please don't say goodbye
And no matter whatever you do or say
I'd love you, in every single way
benjamin tan
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take note poems are a good way to express ones feelings =D

cheers


composed.* 9:14 PM
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wah ms chua ask me come online nv in e end


composed.* 9:03 PM
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

X men!!!!

ok finally got to watch X men: the last stand today..

i was late for remedial.. and even (accidently)skipped physics. cause i didn know lah.. dun blame me. haha. anyway still late for my humans.. this remedial changed my life. after class i swore to myself to by hook or by crook win every single person in my horrible class in Os. to shut them up. im gonna show them that i CAN do it.

after that the boys were discussing where to go.. wanted to play lan but in e end didn.. cause no one wanted to go anywhere and suen wasn picking up her hp, i followed pinhan to tiong for lunch.. trud called me soon after to tell me that suen left her phone in her dad's car. so i called her home and discussed about the movie later.

it was about 130 when i left tiong for home.. it was rather late liao as the show starts at 250. we decided to watch it at clementi e cinema as both of us having mini financial crisis. haha. by the time i left it was already 215. i had to be there by 230. it was rather early..
or so i thought..
after missing the bus, i had to wait till 230 for the next one. damn SBS.
so in e end reached there jus in time. suen was already buying the tickets. her sis tagged along too.
the show interesting lah.. not bad but quite stupid.. so many pple die sia.. thanks to ms jean grey. haha. wah i didn know her power so bluddy pro sia. "CLASS 5 MUTANT SIA"
hahaha. even magneto and professor X can stop her...
whoohoo
angel was cool. but he like nv do much.. only save his dad. haha well i guess tt's the good part of having a mutant son i guess? =)
after the show we went to sweet talk to get drinks.
i left for gary's house after tt for maths tuition..
well gotta put in more effort liao...
trud smsed me saying she very sad cause this month she's spending like hell.. and she scared her phone bills.
i was kinda wondering.. if she dun sms her "ah gong", me, suen, and other ppl so much.. wont tt be enuff to contain her bills?!
well. 1000 free smses is more than enough.

actually nothing much liao lo
hahaha. ok ok im signing off liao.
gotta do some work b4 slping

cheers


composed.* 10:22 PM
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Monday, June 05, 2006

I'M TIRED

iiiimmmmmmmmmmm gooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaa ssllllllleeeeeeeeepppp

nite.

cheers


composed.* 10:39 PM
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ok now for today.
today met trud for some trial thing at (CENSORED)
suen also came along.
after that we went proceeded to (CENSORED)
but we couldn find the way.. how leh? trud called the person in charge and we managed to find our way in the end..
there spent most of the time in the (CENSORED) and slacked around lor.. cause we also nv bring anything..

(SO SORRY THE REST IS CENSORED CAUSE OF SOMEONE WHO IS TOO PAISEH ABOUT IT)
XD

cheers


composed.* 12:18 AM
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Sunday, June 04, 2006

yestd was damn busy so didn manage to blog.
so this is yesterdays one.

well.. today went to play lan in the morning with jia han, clement and kanta.
james was supposed to come but the usual reason.. "MOTHER FUCKED UP"
much to the amusement of me and jia han.

lan was the usual la.. nothing much to talk about it i guess. hmm.. perhaps a lil of me and jiahan's conversation on the way to the lan shoppe...

jh: james nv come today..
me: eh? y leh.. i tot he very enthu one? oh ya..
both: MOTHER FUCKED UP.
jh: hahaha yea lor..
me: as always
jh: yea lor.
me: anyway.. lim also nv come.. they two ah.. anyone of the two come will make the teams inbal one
jh: ya true.. lim come e team sure lose. james e team sure win.
me: wad if both in same team leh?
both: LOSE!
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after tt i went to meet truddy and sing suen after their shopping.. truddy had some time to spare to do some shopping with me.
we went down to cck lot1.
cause there had her SASA for her to buy stuff in.
the following was wad we saw and wanted to buy:
1) hp pouch
2) hp strap
3) hp holder
(note this is for her NEW PHONE)
4)eye cream
5) eye patch
6) eye mask
(note this is for her eyes!)

trud dared me to squeeze into a kiddie ride and have a go at it for $2.
NO WAY.
she raised the reward to $5 but it was still a no for me.

disney stuff are damn ex. so she had to consider again and again if it was really nessary to get a stupid hp disney strap for $7.50

in the middle of shopping her uncle called to tell her that she could go with him to get her phone next week liao. ohh man WAS SHE ELATED! suddenly her enthu-ness came back but it was kinda late liao.. so no choice had to head home.

like dat lor.. this wk going back really late.. gotta learn how to slp early liao.. haha

cheers


composed.* 11:16 PM
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Thursday, June 01, 2006

one word.
TIRED
gotta warn that this post might be abit long so if ure in a hurry read it some other time =)

school was a bore. YES AGAIN.
POA was not bad la.. must say.
cause learn new thing.

afterwards went to the MRT to meet trud.
to buy $30 worth of items.
her super belated present u see.. tt time we had no time to go shopping.

so we decided to head down to marina sq to see wad to get there.
there, we mostly window-shopped and didn really buy anything.
(wait. we DIDN'T buy anything!)
trud was having a hard time rmbing who she went out with

trud: er.. was it u that i went out with tt time?
me: dunno.
trud: oh ya. not u. hahahaha
me: ...

haha everyone seems to be getting a case of short term memory
me too cause i kinda forgot i was supposed to get something.
and that the particular thing couldn be found in marina sq.

anyway trud was faced with her 1st challenge in shopping
to choose between a 19.90 bag and a 20.90 bag.
one dollar difference, the 19.90 bag was a LITTLE smaller.
trud pointed out that small bags are kinda better.
but in e end we didn get either of the bags,
choosing to proceed on rather than wasting too much time.

we pondered on the idea of going to kTv.
but we dropped the idea too.
after walking the whole of marina sq (YES I MEAN THE WHOLE PLACE), we decided to head to suntec for more shopping.
apparently we found nothing nice there. so we loitered around carrefour to get some sushi.

CAN U BELIEVE WE ACTUALLY HAD DIFFICULTY IN FINDING THE ESCALATOR DOWN FROM THE 2ND FLOOR?!
well. believe it.
look like we too long nv go suntec liao >.<
got the sushi and headed out of suntec.
we went to wait for the feeder bus that brings us to the train station after deciding to head down to bugis.

and gawd WAS THE WAIT LONG!
no im serious.
and what's more, the bluddy bus was freaking packed so we had to SQUEEZE our way in.
the train to bugis was no better.
but as trud predicted, most ppl alighted in bugis so we could alight smoothly

in bugis, we shopped arnd for a while
trud wanted to get a watch
and that was exactily wad we did.
spending $10 bucks on her watch. ($20 more trud!!)
it was not bad la.. no really.. for ten bucks it's actually quite a bagain!
next we proceeded to zinc, and was greeted with 101 types of bags.

trud found a bag similar to the 19.90 bag we saw in marina.
true enuff, it was also valued 19.90
but the bigger version was 22.90 ($2 more than e one at marina)

trud expressed her desire to get a new wallet even though she has one new one alr. (present from jacq for b'dae)
she also wanted to get some slippers.
by that time, i can say that my legs were about to BREAK.
how shopping can cure a gals tiredness man.

she remembered about a california fitness offer paying $20 for 6wks
wow i couldn believe it.
so i enquired lor.

they were so kind to give us a tour of the gym.
we had a real tough time finding the place, going to raffles hospital(?!)
and finally realising that the bluddy office tower was right where we 1st started

gotta say the facilities there is real good.
and before we knew it, it was deciding time..
for 1st visitors like us, we had to pay absolutely nothing for the starting fee. which was $272 (i think)
but we had no cash on hand.

and we didn even ask our parents about it.
C.FITNESS!! HOW COULD YOU GUYS DO THIS TO US?!?!?!?!
so we had to sadly leave the place, knowing if we wanna come back to enroll we gotta pay more. (about 100% more. no kidding.)
trying to put on a smile to lift our spirits, my mood was rather torn when i saw tt disappointed look worn on truddy's face.

but it proved shopping not only cures tiredness, it also cures moodyness.
in no time, we were back happily shopping.
trud decided to save her $20 for another trip for shopping.
worn out, we both proceeded home.

wow wad a day. im totally shacked out.
and im going to sleep.
tata

cheers


composed.* 11:38 PM
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